The vampire looked at Gale for a silent moment. He trusted the other man, with his heart and what was left of his soul, he could allow this bit of vulnerability more. He smiled, but there was no humor in it this time.
"Memory. Well, what was left of it. Admittedly most of it was already little more than blurs and shadows, but I did have least have those dim recollections. But now, there is nothing there, no memory at all of being alive, of who I was before I was, well... this."
He loosed one arm from around Gale enough to gesture in a vague all encompassing wave at himself. This. A Vampire spawn, undead and cold and only recently even allowed the ability of freewill. "Not that this isn't a delight, of course. I remain a gift to the world." He was trying perhaps a bit too hard at the moment to seem like this was fine, that it didn't phase him or bother him at all.
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"Memory. Well, what was left of it. Admittedly most of it was already little more than blurs and shadows, but I did have least have those dim recollections. But now, there is nothing there, no memory at all of being alive, of who I was before I was, well... this."
He loosed one arm from around Gale enough to gesture in a vague all encompassing wave at himself. This. A Vampire spawn, undead and cold and only recently even allowed the ability of freewill. "Not that this isn't a delight, of course. I remain a gift to the world." He was trying perhaps a bit too hard at the moment to seem like this was fine, that it didn't phase him or bother him at all.